Holiday

It's half term :)
I missed the last four days of school and most of half term for a family holiday to Tenerife, it was so hot, it was lovely, it was a great holiday, made friends with a couple of gays who go by the name of ben, harry and max. although max scared me too much to say i made friends with him...

We came back to England early early Wednesday morning, slept from 7am-5pm when i got home (y) i then caught up on gossip girl, desperate housewives, etc, etc.

Last night (friday) i went to a house party at my good friend ellies house as her parents away for the weekend. it was amazingly good, we got wasted, jumped on her trampoline, rolled around in her rugs, raved for hours in her kitchen, and talked shite for the majority of the night, it was excellent. afterwards me and marah went back to tabbys house, we had to leave the party at quarter to 11 so we could get the last train home, but it was all good. us three stayed up til 3am just talking, eating, and playing alphabet games (Y)

Another party on tonight, blog about it tomorrow, im going to get back into the blogging routine. yes, yes i am.

Vent

I am doing this blog purely so i can vent about the amount of not so good things going on in my life. Don't get me wrong, there are a lot of great things at the moment but you know that feeling when you just want to disappear of the face of the earth because so many things have gone wrong?
For starters my friends have split into two groups and i'm constantly in the middle of all the bitching going on. There used to be about 10 of us and the past few months we've lost a couple, gained a few and that was okay, but the past week has seen has split into two groups, i spend my time mostly with one of them but i still want to be friends with the others and i hate it when im with people and they're bitching about the others, its so frustrating, i just walk away and hopefully soon they will either make up or just stop talking shit about each other before i leave them all and spend my lunchtime sitting alone, at least it will be peaceful.
The guy i like is totally messing up my head, he had a girlfriend then they broke up but then got back together, it sounds pathetic but its completely tearing me apart and yesturday he hugged me, its things like that that mess me up because it makes it that much harder to get over him. But to be totally honest, it's less about him being with someone else and more the fact that when he's dating he doesn't spend any time with us, his friends, we used to all go out every friday, now he doesnt come, he stays at home talking to his gf on msn, i mean seriously, dont neglect your friends, all i want him to do is stop being a total twat and go back to the boy we all know and love.
School is taking over my life, i cant take any more coursework, homework, basically deadlines of any kind, this isnt a huge problem in my life but i cant take it when one night i have so much work to do that i stay up really late then feel crap all day the next day, its not right.

God dammit my dads making me come offline so will finish updating this later, unless i feel better then, lets hope so eh? :)


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Pig

Swine flu is not deadly we have enough meds to stay alive!
people you need to stop worrying and just live your life!
it's starting to annoy me how worked up everyone is!
yes maybe it will affect the elderly, but tbh bird flu didnt kill us all, did it?
and yes maybe it's gonna come back worse in the winter, but that's then this is now.
seriously dudes. get over it.
:]