I am doing this blog purely so i can vent about the amount of not so good things going on in my life. Don't get me wrong, there are a lot of great things at the moment but you know that feeling when you just want to disappear of the face of the earth because so many things have gone wrong?
For starters my friends have split into two groups and i'm constantly in the middle of all the bitching going on. There used to be about 10 of us and the past few months we've lost a couple, gained a few and that was okay, but the past week has seen has split into two groups, i spend my time mostly with one of them but i still want to be friends with the others and i hate it when im with people and they're bitching about the others, its so frustrating, i just walk away and hopefully soon they will either make up or just stop talking shit about each other before i leave them all and spend my lunchtime sitting alone, at least it will be peaceful.
The guy i like is totally messing up my head, he had a girlfriend then they broke up but then got back together, it sounds pathetic but its completely tearing me apart and yesturday he hugged me, its things like that that mess me up because it makes it that much harder to get over him. But to be totally honest, it's less about him being with someone else and more the fact that when he's dating he doesn't spend any time with us, his friends, we used to all go out every friday, now he doesnt come, he stays at home talking to his gf on msn, i mean seriously, dont neglect your friends, all i want him to do is stop being a total twat and go back to the boy we all know and love.
School is taking over my life, i cant take any more coursework, homework, basically deadlines of any kind, this isnt a huge problem in my life but i cant take it when one night i have so much work to do that i stay up really late then feel crap all day the next day, its not right.
God dammit my dads making me come offline so will finish updating this later, unless i feel better then, lets hope so eh? :)
thanks for all the twitter support, i love you guys
www.twitter.com/_hannaah
- go on, be a stalker ;)
For starters my friends have split into two groups and i'm constantly in the middle of all the bitching going on. There used to be about 10 of us and the past few months we've lost a couple, gained a few and that was okay, but the past week has seen has split into two groups, i spend my time mostly with one of them but i still want to be friends with the others and i hate it when im with people and they're bitching about the others, its so frustrating, i just walk away and hopefully soon they will either make up or just stop talking shit about each other before i leave them all and spend my lunchtime sitting alone, at least it will be peaceful.
The guy i like is totally messing up my head, he had a girlfriend then they broke up but then got back together, it sounds pathetic but its completely tearing me apart and yesturday he hugged me, its things like that that mess me up because it makes it that much harder to get over him. But to be totally honest, it's less about him being with someone else and more the fact that when he's dating he doesn't spend any time with us, his friends, we used to all go out every friday, now he doesnt come, he stays at home talking to his gf on msn, i mean seriously, dont neglect your friends, all i want him to do is stop being a total twat and go back to the boy we all know and love.
School is taking over my life, i cant take any more coursework, homework, basically deadlines of any kind, this isnt a huge problem in my life but i cant take it when one night i have so much work to do that i stay up really late then feel crap all day the next day, its not right.
God dammit my dads making me come offline so will finish updating this later, unless i feel better then, lets hope so eh? :)
thanks for all the twitter support, i love you guys
www.twitter.com/_hannaah
- go on, be a stalker ;)
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